[ Gil's shocked. There's no other words for it. Nelson, whom he had looked up to and even trusted enough to hopefully not get himself into trouble of any sort of hurt, was allowing a man he loved to hurt him.
It's strange to know he's in love with another man. He's surprisingly not repulsed by the fact, merely curious and amazed anyone could love that burly, rude, and mysterious man.
And that he could even love in return.
People didn't hurt each other -- not lovers, he thinks. ]
But...
He... did that to you. [ He doesn't understand. ] I-I'm not...
[ Nelson's relieved that Gil is at least not taking the news as badly as he'd originally feared. Not that it makes this whole conversation easier, but it's a comfort that it could still be going worse.
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It's strange to know he's in love with another man. He's surprisingly not repulsed by the fact, merely curious and amazed anyone could love that burly, rude, and mysterious man.
And that he could even love in return.
People didn't hurt each other -- not lovers, he thinks. ]
But...
He... did that to you. [ He doesn't understand. ] I-I'm not...
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Still -- the worst is yet to come. ]
We were getting intimate. Wh-when you walked in.
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NEVER MIND!!
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I'm sorry. P-please don't get upset, Gilbert...
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Or hundred. ]
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Just... please don't say anything to anyone. And don't-- [ A pause. ] Don't hate me, Gilbert, please...
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Why would I hate you? [ He sounds genuinely confused. ]
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Because... well, I know it's an undignified thing to bear witness to. I wouldn't hold it against you if you thought any different of me now.
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... Oh no, what if they switch positions?
Why is Gil thinking about such things? ]
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Please don't trouble yourself too much about the particulars. I would tell him no if I were unhappy.
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I... see?
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If there's something you really want to know I suppose I can... answer any questions you may have, but--
[ But do you want to know... ]
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[ He says it with a mild chuckle. ]
Regardless, I'm sorry you had to find out this way.
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