[ Nelson takes another stalling sip of water, slow and thoughtful. ]
Don't worry, Gilbert, I'm fine. Just getting used to the quiet. [ Well. Hooded Justice is already quiet... ] The emptiness, I mean. You know how it is -- an adjustment, that's all.
[ IT'S SUPER EFFECTIVE. Or. Not uneffective, anyway... Nelson rubs his neck a little idly and says as calmly as he can manage: ]
Well, I-- you never know what direction life is going to take. People leave all the time. We, um... [ Sheepishly he glances down. ] We could talk about something else, I'm sorry.
It's not because of me, is it? [ Maybe because of interrupting them that one evening. HJ seemed like the kind of person who would lash out at others and Gil felt partly responsible now. ] If I created a problem...
No, not at all. It's my fault, I got him angry with me when I really should have known better. You didn't have anything to do with it, it-- [ His face goes a little red and he continues more quietly: ] wasn't the first time something like that happened.
[ It's Nelson's instinct to say "yes," though he wouldn't mean it in the way Gil probably assumes. The abandonment, for instance, feels far worse to him than any pain. Carefully: ]
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That night he ran into HJ could have been the night he left the apartment. It could explain his behavior.
But he remembers Nelson's confession and his heart sinks a bit. He doesn't understand it, but he's not that cold. ]
Are you alright? Since you two...
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Don't worry, Gilbert, I'm fine. Just getting used to the quiet. [ Well. Hooded Justice is already quiet... ] The emptiness, I mean. You know how it is -- an adjustment, that's all.
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What happened?
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Mr. Nelson? Did I say something wrong?
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[ Now who's being the evasive one? He watches him closely. ]
It's just... if he did something...
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All he did is leave, Gilbert. If anyone did anything it was probably me. [ He puts his water down. ] You don't have to worry.
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No, he definitely can't seeing Nelson like this. ]
You're being too hard on yourself. He's a difficult person, it seems like.
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[ He puts his hands back on his knees, finally looking over at Gil. ]
And I can't make him do anything.
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Well, I-- you never know what direction life is going to take. People leave all the time. We, um... [ Sheepishly he glances down. ] We could talk about something else, I'm sorry.
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I'm sorry. I've never... you know, so I'm not quite sure what to say.
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It's not because of me, is it? [ Maybe because of interrupting them that one evening. HJ seemed like the kind of person who would lash out at others and Gil felt partly responsible now. ] If I created a problem...
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No, not at all. It's my fault, I got him angry with me when I really should have known better. You didn't have anything to do with it, it-- [ His face goes a little red and he continues more quietly: ] wasn't the first time something like that happened.
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Forgive me for this -- I hate to ask so bluntly, but he didn't hurt you, did he?
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[ It's Nelson's instinct to say "yes," though he wouldn't mean it in the way Gil probably assumes. The abandonment, for instance, feels far worse to him than any pain. Carefully: ]
...How do you mean?
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